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2005-05-24T22:25:00.000-07:00

phew what a boring day. been ages since i last blog. didnt know why i created this blog anyway.
jus read my friend's blog and it sort of inspired me to start crapping in my blog. but i guess no one would wanna read a blog full of crap right?? haha or am i wrong. anyway chinese 'O' levels is comming soon and im still slacking - . - what the freak man. i mean how can i slack when its the last and most important exam!!???

anyway jus watched starwars episode 3 and was quite disappointed by it. the fighting scenes were awesome but the storyline was wasted. george lucas should have spent more effort in making the story longer and more detailed. i mean episode 1 and 2 actually developed the story flawlessly and there episode 3 could have been 1 of the best movie ever created in history!!! well maybe exagerating abit err is tt the correct spelling?? haha my spelling sux man and cant believe actually failed badly for my english letter writing. oh yea got position 26 in class woohooo shiokanathan man im in de famous bottom 20!!!!! yay!!! miss ling gonna see mi dad!!!!
can some1 get me into the mood to study my chinese now?!!??! oh man i shld be sitting at the study table now practicing my chinese!!!!! wow blogged alot already guess this may be the longest blog for now hahahaha.

im still sad that the chinese orchestra got bronze.... oh man at least gimme a silver!!!!! all the efforts put into practicing for the whole week was wasted man down the drain!!!! sat in air con blowing the damn flute made of low quality bamboo found in the ancient land of china where the people who study here are stupid arrogant bastards who looks down on others and have no sense of shame for themselves. oops sorry. just heard from my sisters that she got bullied by the china guys studying in her school. yea its qiaonan primary school. i dont understand the sudden boost in china ppl in tt school but i heard they are arrogant pigs who look down on others and keep bullying girls. i cant believe that my own brethen is doing tt man!!!! i mean my ancestors were also from china and i dont see myself or any of my family members doing that!!! i hate it when my sisters get bullied. if im the one thats being bullied i dont mind cos i can take it . but mi sisters!!! grrr!!! i feel like going to school tml and beat those stupid china boys up man. they have no sense of shame at all!!! i mean they come all the way from china to singapore to study, meaning they are acting as the ambassodors( <--- typo error???) from their country and are DEPENDING on OUR education and they dare to mock us!!!?!?!? its like what the fuck man!!!!!!!?? they dont even have the right to be educated man fuckers...go back to china plant your crops and eat your rice man!!! stop studying and start farming..... what you all are doing now is wasting time bullying girls. if dis persists on im goin 2 have a talk with the teachers in tt school man. i was actually goin to jus bash dem up. but come to think of it. no. violence cant solve anything man. have to control my TEMPER!!!! chill chill .... phew.... im no different from them if i bash dem up. so what if i vent my anger on them?? my sisters would only suffer in school cos of my doings. my goal is to help my sisters!!!! not give them trouble.
lets stop talking about those dick heads hahahahaaaaa stupid china asses.

oh yea i flunked my humanities !!! im so inhumane to flunk tt subject!!! hahaha
man im running out of games to play!!! oh man days are getting more and more boring nowadays. oh yea its been months and my heart is still empty. seriously i have nobody i like now. haha who cares love is not 100% of your life man!!! there are still so mant things left to be fulfilled. this type of things must depend on fate!!! haha fate..... what is fate???? F=feaking A = animal T=taming E=elephant!!!! - . - nt funny ........... sheesh my thinking is getting lamer and more non-sensical nowadays..... come to think of it i have been talking lesser and lesser daily .... YEAH!!! tts a great improvement!!!! my mouth had gotten me into lots of trouble lately.... have to learn to relax and not get so rash!!!! patience my padawan may the force be with me.........................................wow starwars freak charlie hahahaha.

oh oh forgot to mention... my sister boughta bowl of lime jelly back today because i told them tt i like it a few days ago ... how sweet!!!!! jus for me. hahaha i remember always eating it in my primary school days. anyway i savoured every last bit of the delicious jelly wooooo makes me remember of my primary school days. wa what have happened to them all now ... my primary school classmates. muzzammil is now same class as me haha wow 7 years !!!! ahaha amazing!!!!!! will it continue or end after secondary school!?!?!? well guess have to leave it to fate den... oh man im getting tired!!!! guess i wont be studying today again....... sheesh maybe i should. haha wow 1st time i really blog so much man....... guess i may start blogging everyday hahaha great.... well guess i will leave wads on mi mind for tomorrow.... oh maybe i should leave it as one of most well-kept secret in singapore hahaha lame.......

2005-02-28T19:21:00.000-08:00

What the hell man!!!??? i thought i studied enough for today's common test. In the end this fucking graph question which is so complicated and comprises of 8 fucking marks took away my chance of passing!! $@%@^%$&^@%$ Stupid HBK....... only now how to break people's heart. Full of shit!!!! Chi bye la.... next time A math paper let me set la!!! fucked up A math.........

tomorrow is testing chinese and i have not yet studied it!!! what to do ?????haizz.....lets hope i can get at least a distinction for E math and chemistry.......

2005-02-23T23:11:00.000-08:00

to hell wif her man.... new year starts with a new gal LOL... hmmm long time nv update ready... suddenly got into the mood. This year im taking 'o' levels and i still can't seem to focus on my work! OH NO WHAT THE FUCK AM I GONNA DO!!!??!?? Still trying damn hard to focus. but i have a feeling tt im getting onto the right track soon.This is the last year and i am going to make the best out of it! Anyway, just found out that gals can get quite cute when they blushes XP hahahaha.......

2004-12-23T22:51:00.000-08:00

its past more then 2 weeks and i still cant forget about u...........am i in your mind too??? most likely not.... mi existence to you must have disappeared....you have no reason to remember me.... really miss u much......im really lost without u...... wad happened??? i will nv noe...... will i be able to emerge from dis darkness and feel the light beyond????

lost in darkness

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